Monday, July 14, 2008

He's Back!

I am excited to share pieces of a new book I am reading titled "The Art of Happiness."  My roommate slipped it into my "essentials" bag of underwear and pills that some friends delivered to me at the hospital.  It was the perfect reading to keep me sane while hooked up to oxygen, a heart monitor, and and two IVs.

However, it would be superfluous to not first talk about my health.  This is my chance to update so many friends and family.  And before I even do that, I have to tell a great story. . . . 

It was Monday, June 30th, that Rob, my roommate took me at 11:00 pm to the emergency room.  I was evidently much worse than I thought.  They told me it would be a three-hour wait and then once they triaged me, they yelled for an emergency wheelchair and told me I was not allowed to take a single step.  My vital signs were all through the roof.  (I love drama, particularly when it's all about me!)

They finally called Rob in the waiting room and he joined me in the ER, God love him, until 2:30 am.  During that time, he asked me if I had eaten any of the cheesecake in the refrigerator.  I had a piece at lunch, I told him.  "Did it upset your stomach?  I had a piece tonight and my stomach hurts."  I told him everything hurt, so I wasn't sure about my stomach.

The last thing Rob said as he was leaving was, "I'm going home and throwing away that cheesecake."  He got home, but was not there long.  He came back to the ER, and within a few hours had an emergency appendectomy.  We ended up just a couple of floors away, texting each other through the night.  Just when I get a little a drama, he has to outdo me!

After a couple of days in ICU and a broncoscopy, they discovered pneumonia and put me in a regular room for the rest of the week.  My chemo treatment for last week was postponed until tomorrow, and they will test me to see if I am strong enough.  I still am having difficulty breathing.

So that's the update.  I don't like talking about the bad stuff.  It is what it is.  But I hear from too many friends to "Keep it real."  So there.  Thank you everyone for so many wonderful emails and phone calls. Any pain at all is completely overshadowed by love.

200 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am Elaine Macaluso's daughter. I read the blog "Lymph Notes" about my mom's music and I was touched and I read more of your blogs. I think you are an amazing person. You are so positive even what you are going through. Reading your blogs makes me cry but they also make me feel good.I am sending love to you. I hope to meet you one day when I go with my mom to LA.

Have you ever wrtiten any books? You express your feelings extremely well and not a lot of people do. Do you write poetry? Do you read a lot? What kind of books do you read? There is a quote I really enjoy and you may like it " You may be one person in the world, but you mean the world to one person".

If you want to email me you can contact me at Jencmacaluso@gmail.com

Love to you
Jennie

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